i dont deserve another chance.i waste it.everytime i have it.and what for now?nothing.
its not worth to regret it now.cause i know it wont change the reality.yeah,he strike.thumbs up mate.
words cant decribe how i feel right now.somehow i sad.somehow i'm happy.i dont no whats waiting for me at home.everyone is calling me asking me when do i get home.shit!thousand of lectures waits me there.
cant they just forget about it.hell-o i'm grown up laa.to compare me with my other cousins in my family,mine is better.just one that drag me down.holyshit.i said dont hope.but they did.and yet blaming me.wehh,if nak result yang strike asal tak korang je yang pegi buat exam?bajet korang bagus je kann?macam lah korang tak pernah kecewakan harapan org lain.macam shit dohh korang.semua.the whole family.why dont korang je yang belajar.amek exam.then only you know how hard it'll be.cakap memang laa senang.cuba buat tengok!macam shit doh korang.macam sial je. i'm going back tomorrow.but,pls dont.i'm not ready.to start thinking about my future,i see nothing.its dark.and i'm lost.and hell yeah,i cant wrote much.need to think.and chill.
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