am i??

talking bout him just now.and everyone is like "eddy.dia lek kot.why kau treat dia mcm tu?" dah tu.aku nak treat dia mcm mana??this is how i treat ppl.why was he behaving like =.= and tak kisah pape pun org cakap.so,aku TERbuli dia and treat dia like budak perempuan.but,that is so COOL kan??he is cute and i'm macho.aku dah try nak tackle dia,ayat dia but no response =.=" its hard for me to say it,so when i said that,i really mean it,okay???aku tak tahu nak buat macam mana.takkan nak confess kott.memang tak ahh.mau dia trauma seminggu hysteria sebulan doh.kalau dia lari,mana aku nak kejar.so mcm aku kena keep it to myself.g korang nak,tapi aku,dah kalau dia tahu nanti mcm mana?mesti mcm taknak contact aku dah en??so apa aku kena buat.and btw,korang bukan bagi semangat.but HOPE.FALSE HOPE.takkan aku nak berharap lagi.dah penat berharap.and aku memang jenis suka buat lawak bodoh and jenis tak serious.suka main-main.but when it comes to heart matter,i am serious.takkan nak make it obvious yg aku ada feeling for dia?tengok,kan aku dah merepek..bla..bla...bla...

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