this is how we are

by, Yuyaaa :)

I just cant sleep tonight.

REMEMBER ME? I USED TO BE YOUR FAVORITE HELLO, YOUR HARDEST GOODBYE, I USED TO BE THE PERSON YOU WANTED TO TALK MOST AND WILL MISS IF YOU DIDN’T GET TO TALK TO ME. I USED TO BE SOMEONE YOU WANTED TO BE WITH EVERYDAY AND NIGHT, I USED TO BE THE FIRST THOUGHT IN YOUR MIND IN THE MORNING AND THE LAST THOUGHT BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP, I USED TO BE THE GIRL WHO YOU WISHED TO SEE ME SMILE WHEN I’M DOWN AND WHO WISH I DIDN’T CRY, I USED TO BE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL TO YOU. YEAH, I USED TO BE THAT PERSON.

yuya si penyayangggg

eddy oh eddy woi! ni aku nak bagitau kau yang aku sumpah gila tak betul. HAHAHA. ada lah one day ni aku keluar dengan mak aku tau. pergilah jalan-jalan, then tiba-tiba aku terserempak dengan satu kedai HAIWAN :DD aku pun macam lah sangatt tertarik dengan satu jenis haiwan nihaaaa. iaituuuu;

*drum roll!

chick, chick, chick!

hahaha, anak ayam lah sekarang. aku belilah sekor. and aku beli yang ayam jenis kepala botak tuuu. comel hell doh. sumpah tak tipuuuuuuu. 

aku balik lah en, and and siap bagi lah nama kat dia. mula-mula nak letak SYIRO. tapi macam kristian. tak baik, tak berkat hidup. diklaknat nanti. teeheee :DD  then aku pun letak lah nama ABU BOTAK *since kepala dia botak en* hahaha. aku cakap kat ooi, ooi gelakkan aku. siot betul. elehh, comel lah kot :Pp ooi kata baik letak ABU HURAIRAH je. dah macam cerita hantu kak limah balik rumah dah. yang si johan kan nama dia abu. eh tak! tak! dia abi hurairah. tapi lebih kurang lah. hmm, cakap pasal hantu kak limah ni teringat kat emme :'( rinduuuuuu. like petang tadi emme dah berangkat pergi umrah. hope emme selamat je kat sana :)

ohh, okay laaaa. aku pun macam dah penat siaaaaaaal nak type. aku chiow lah dulu. oh yeahh! ni yuya nak cakap THANK YOU kat followers. tanpa anda siapalah kami berduaaa. HAHAHAHAAHA *muka poyo*

xoxo, YUYA

baby, you are firework :)

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin like a house of cards
One blow from caving in?
Do you ever feel already buried deep six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there’s still a chance for you?
‘Cause there’s a spark in you
You just gotta ignite
The light and let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause, baby, you’re a firework
Come on show ‘em what you’re worth
Make em go oh, oh, oh
As you shoot across the sky
Baby, you’re a firework
Come on; let your colors burst
Make em go oh, oh, oh
You’re gonna leave em fallin down oh oh

You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original you cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you’re reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to a perfect road
Like a lightning bolt your heart will blow
And when it’s time you’ll know
You just gotta ignite
The light and let it shine
Just own the night
Like the 4th of July

  

eddy, aku rindu kau laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa; YUYAA

sucker punch was sooooo GREAT!

Directed by	Zack Snyder
Produced by	Deborah Snyder Zack Snyder
Screenplay by	Zack Snyder Steve Shibuya
Story by	Zack Snyder
Starring	Emily Browning Abbie Cornish Jena Malone Vanessa Hudgens Jamie Chung Oscar Isaac Carla Gugino Jon Hamm Scott Glenn
Music by	Tyler Bates Marius de Vries
Cinematography	Larry Fong
Editing by	William Hoy
Studio	Legendary Pictures Cruel and Unusual Films
Distributed by	Warner Bros.
Release date(s)	March 25, 2011 (2011-03-25)
Running time	125 minutes
Country	United States
Language	English
Budget	$82 million

Snyder has described the film as "Alice in Wonderland with machine guns", including dragons, B-25 bombers and brothels. Snyder's wife and producing partner Deborah Snyder concludes, "in the end, it's about this girl's survival and what she needs to do to be able to cope."^[8] In November 2010, Warner Bros. released the official synopsis for the film.^[9]

Set in the early 1960s, Babydoll (Emily Browning), who was sent to a mental institution for the insane in Brattleboro, Vermont by her step-father, has only her dreams and vivid imagination to provide an escape from her dark reality. Unrestrained by the boundaries of time and place, she is free to go where her mind takes her, blurring the lines between what's real and what is imaginary.

Although she has been locked away, Babydoll has not lost her will to survive. Determined to fight for her freedom, she urges four other young girls-the outspoken Rocket (Jena Malone), the street-smart Blondie (Vanessa Hudgens), the fiercely loyal Amber (Jamie Chung), and the reluctant Sweet Pea (Abbie Cornish)—to band together and try to escape from their captors, Blue (Oscar Isaac), Madam Gorski (Carla Gugino) and the High Roller (Jon Hamm).

Led by Babydoll, the girls engage in fantastical warfare against everything from samurai to steam-punk zombies, with a virtual arsenal at their disposal. Together, they must decide what they are willing to sacrifice in order to stay alive. But with the help of The Wise Man (Scott Glenn), their journey—if they succeed—will set them "free."

the actress/ actor in this movie :)

like aku tengok ni dengan cikun & bee. Gile first time siot keluar hang dengan dua orang manusia cantik ni :) Gerak from rumah emme pagi tadi yang bajetnya nak gerak from rumah pukul 8 a.m tapi yang sebenarnya memang 1 jam lagi 'awal' sebenarnyaaaa. then, gerak pergi KL naik bus. bak kata emme, 'wehh, naik lah bus. Ticket RM 1.60 jela kot'. okay lah. aku dengan bee pun dengan rasa happynya pergilah depan bus nak gerak pergi KL tuu. then, aku beria lah cakap, bee aku ada coins. then, memang driver bus tuu cakap ticket RM 6.00 sebenarnya. yelaa mme. memang RM 1.60 kan -.-' samaaaa je kalau naik ktm pun nyahhh!. ohh, then, sampai lah depan pasar seni. naik LRT teruuuss pergi MID VALLEY :) emme blah lah after tuu sebab dia pergi UITM SHAH ALAM tuu dengan kak nadya. haih -.-' tinggallah yuya dengan bee. ronggeng kejapp ssssssambil tunggu cikun datangg :) and after je ciks sampai, memang terus naik tengok movie lah. BAjet mula-mula tuu nak tengok BIG mommas laa bagai. sekali salah beli ticket, sucker puch laa *dalam hati aku happy sebenarnyaa* hahaha.

kesimpulanya, happylah tadi. like aku hang FIRST TIME pakai tudung lah and sesangat dan teramat lah SIUMPLE. hahaha. whatever laa. so, thats all laa. aku nak chow mandi sat

p/s; btw, sim aku tiba-tiba kena blocked laa kott. tadi dah renew dah. bapak ahh sesak tak dapat nak text ooi :( sorrayy bebehh. bukan kehendak yaa. sim card yang buat hal :( ilove youu!

spaghetti by yuya amanda :Pp

yeahh, since eddy memang power lah kan buat cheese cake. sooo, yuya pun nak show off jugak laa. hahaha. saya buat spaghetti lah kot *kening,kening*

btw, sorry late post. teeheee :)

soo, here we goooooo ~ 

 ingredients;

• bawang putih,
• bawang merah,
• minyak zaiton,
• minced meat,
• tomato puree,
• carrots

how to make it?

*mee spaghetti dah siap-siap rebus*

ini nak buat kuaah pulak :DD

1. potong bawang-bawang merah dan juga putih and bagi hancur masuk dalam blander
2. potong carrots jadi cube2 kecik, comel jaaaaa :)
3. panaskan minyak dalam kuali
4. after a few minutes, minyak dah panas kan dah boleh masukkan bawang-bawang yang dah siap blanded tadi
5. next, dah ada bau bau best tuu, masukkan daging
6. lepas tuu, masukkan tomato puree. yemmehh. hahaha
7. gaul dengan rata. lepas tuu. tutup api :)

okay, eventho lah mee tadi aku macam agak tak biasa masuk dapur. so, mee tadi ada yang ter-hangus. hehe.

tapi, soo what?? atleast aku try *kening,kening* so, last-last emme yang take over buat kuah tuu. bak kata beliau, marvelous! hahaha. then, makan lah di gazebo :)

soo, sekian lah dari yuyaa (Y)

emme, thank you tolong yuya masakkkk :)

The more candles, the bigger the wish.

Side by side or miles apart
True friends are always close to your heart
Whether you're turning five or fifty-three
You know that I'm a true friend because you're here beside me
I'm here, right now, on your special day
So lets give a cheer for you, hip, hip, hooray!

happy birthday joon :) may Allah blessed you babe. i love you DARLINGG. 


happy bitrhday to you,
happy birthday to you, 
happy birthday to dayang maizoon, 
happy birthday to you :)

with loves, YUYAA

Hey you,I know I'm in the wrong.Time flies,When you're having fun
You wake up.Another year is gone.now you're eight-teen.
I guess you wanna know.Why I'm on the phone.It's been a day or soI know it's kinda late.But happy birthday :DD
I know you hate me.Well I miss you too.
I know it's kinda late.But happy birthday :p

So hard,When you're far away.It's lame but I forgot the dateI won't make the same mistake.I'm so to blame :'(
Now you know,Don't hang up the phone.I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late.But happy birthday.
It's not that I don't care.You know I'll make it up to youIf I could I'd be there.I know you hate me.Well I miss you too.




I know it's kinda late.But happy birthday to you :)

happy birthday joon :) you turned 18 today :DD so grown up kid.
you a big girl now yet you small :pP i wish i can celebrate your day together.
you so far yet so close to me :) miss you so much.
i called you last night but you're not answering :'( but its okayy.
i know you're sleeping.heeeeee :DD btw,sorry i'm not a first person to wish you :'(
its the thought that counts can :)(: 

HAPPYBIRTHDAYJOON.

SWEET 18 :)

i miss those moments.

btw,you are legal to do EVERYTHING :DD

missyoulots:E

i'll wait.i'll wait.i'll wait :|

its worth waiting

miracles do happen

p/s;i still waiting and waiting and keep on waiting even i no the answer still a big NO

       i dont fly too high just hoping that he will notice me :| and knowing that  i'm here.

       even when you walk away,and when you turn back you will see me standing there.

        and still waiting.

whoelse:E

i wish :|

i see the smile last night :D 

the smile that i havent see for long time :)

i thought i will see the pain forever

but,last night i saw the curve :)

i thought i'll feel the sorrow forever

but last night i feel the L.O.V.E :p

emme.next time jangan lari dah tauuu.

p/s;i wish that i can see him and curve the smile that i havent do for long time :'(

stillwaiting:E

down :'(

i dont deserve another chance.i waste it.everytime i have it.and what for now?nothing.

its not worth to regret it now.cause i know it wont change the reality.yeah,he strike.thumbs up mate.

words cant decribe how i feel right now.somehow i sad.somehow i'm happy.i dont no whats waiting for me at home.everyone is calling me asking me when do i get home.shit!thousand of lectures waits me there.

cant they just forget about it.hell-o i'm grown up laa.to compare me with my other cousins in my family,mine is better.just one that drag me down.holyshit.i said dont hope.but they did.and yet blaming me.wehh,if nak result yang strike asal tak korang je yang pegi buat exam?bajet korang bagus je kann?macam lah korang tak pernah kecewakan harapan org lain.macam shit dohh korang.semua.the whole family.why dont korang je yang belajar.amek exam.then only you know how hard it'll be.cakap memang laa senang.cuba buat tengok!macam shit doh korang.macam sial je. i'm going back tomorrow.but,pls dont.i'm not ready.to start thinking about my future,i see nothing.its dark.and i'm lost.and hell yeah,i cant wrote much.need to think.and chill.

amiwho:E

handmade cheese cake :DD

yuya khusyuk cari resepi :pp

ni merra memanjat nak cari blander

emme,jatuh kang weh.backbone kauu doh -.-'

eeee..merra ni.nakal betul.saje tauu diaa :P

*aku tau kau geli meh.

time nak bland biskut merry,aku masukkan seketul seketul.

then emme and nafisah cakap; eddy,kalau kau masukkan macam tuu,macam mana biskut tu nak hancur??

hahaha.lawakk gilaa.buat segan jee..first time akuu nak buat cake.mana aku tau.haha

raaee :D tengok ni.aku buat kot cake ni.hahaha.

ape?still tak caye ke aku boleh buat cake :Pp

sedapp kott.tapi en rugi kau takde.tak dpt rasa air tangan akuu :)

time ni aku hancurkan biskut pakai tangan.manual punya.

emme.sorry dohh.nampak tangan je.hahaha :D

tapi enn,at least nampak gelang :Pp

orang lain dah tauu tu kauu.

time ni nak gaul butter dengan biskut.

tengah syok syok gaul guna tangan tiba tiba emme cakap: eddy,kau dah basuh tangan kann?

haha.gila celaka ohh.mesti la aku dah basuh.takkan aku main redah je.sengal lah meh.

air tangan akuu kott.berkat ohh.BERKAT :DD

hahaha.kalau nafisah tengok gambar ni mesti dia bengang ohh.hahaha

dia tak bagi aku upload gambar nih.sebab dia cakap bontot dia besar.hahaha

weh.aku pun sama je la.

and emme pun dengan bijak snap gambar dari belakang.

bangau lahh kauu :Pp

emme tengah tunggu air mendidih.nak masukkan gelatin.

before that emme tanya: eddy,0.1 liter tu berapa?

eddy; 100 ml laa ngok.

emme; yeke?sure ehh?takut terlebih airr.

setelah berhempas pulas buat cheese cake :P

emme,takde pinggan ke?takpe.jimat.tak yah basuh banyak.hahaha

breakfast sorang sorang at 2 pm

sebab yang lain dah breakfast awal.siall ohh.diorang tak kejut akuu --'

p/s; gambar cake yang dah siap tak dapat di kenal pasti.

hahaha.tah mana tah nafisah letak gambar tuu.

tapi sumpahh wehh.aku buat cake ni.hahaha.

ada air tangan akuu.

semuaa cakap cake ni sedapp :))

*perasan gila.hahaha

lessonlearned;E

i will be

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, oh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need?

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay

I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay



kakak baie, i am sorry for make you down. i am trying my very best to make you proud with me, but yuya takboleh. baie call banyak kali tapi yaa tak angkat. yaa suruh emme yang angkat. gile penakut enn?? entahlaa. rasa diri sangat laa kerdil and tak bergunaaaa. macammana nak hidup ni kakak?? macammana dengan my family? you know kan my family macammana?? and like semalam adalah pulak budak ni remove yaa from family tree. first agak terkejut tapi its okay laa. maybe dia pun malu sial nak orang tau yaa ada kena-mengena dengan dia :'( tapi, idk and idc. no matter what life must go on kan. its just a beginning for us *sigh* everything happen for a reason, maybe, sometimes -.- me; adik yuya

ouch! ♥

The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you sayNothing at all :)

emme & eddy dear;

yuyaa dedicatee yaww ♥♥♥

ouch! ouch! 

even there's many OUCH,

i'm always do love you both :)

seriously; Y

expected.thumbs up :DD

yaa.i know this is yours.

you really deserve it.

congratulations :PPPPPP

i'm proud of you :D:

smiling ears to ears;E 

saw-wan :O

eddy and yaa malas nak post.
last2 aku yg type. mcm HAR J sekor-sekor. ade gak aku sunat.
cehhh...


bajet malas nk tolong type. padahal laju gak neyh haaa. singgg aiiiii gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
tadi emme, eddy and yaa g KAROK.
melepas perasaan..
alang2 td dpt

btw,ibu panggil emme.mintak tolong buatkan air limau tanpa gula.so,aku sambung jap tulis.suka suki dia nak sunatkan kitorang.weh,aku ngan yaa dah sunat la weh time baby.td karok memang lepas abes.takyah pakai mic.kasi jerit je.lagu leona lewis pun nak pakai suara perut.aku pun tak paham dengan yaa..apa aku merepek ni???hahaha.dah lah yaa.kau pulak sambung.tunggu emme berzaman ohh..;E


haaaaaaa, ni yaa pulak yang type. okay like tadi lepak macam nak mampus laa. melalak je. menyanyi sampai keluar anak tekak :DD adoyai. memang best lah kan kena dengan teh 3 layer. terbaik wokk :) hahaha
okaay laa. chow lah. bubyeeee

truth hurts

i dont know where to start and i cant see the screen clearly.tears pooled my eyes.

it is easy for some of you to say stop waiting.move on.

but do you ever know how does it feels?its hard for me to like a guy.

yeah.i shouldnt fly cause it hurts me when i fall.

but i'll try to stop.because love do not walk away but people does.

I'd catch a grenade for you 

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I'd jump in front of a train for you 

You know I'd do anything for you

:E

Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]

EMERRA BAHARI :DD

 si birthday boy, selamat hari jadi :)

happy 103 yaww ♥♥

best mandi hujan

thanks for everything.sumpah!

best gila nak mati nak mampos :Pp

thanks jugak for bagi advice pasal AMOI :)

haha.kan aku dah text dia mlm tadi.heeee :P

btw,aku nak baca blog kau yg lagi satu tuu..

penat aku stay up =.="

sorry over pakai lappy kau.bukan selalu :D

btw emme,aku lapar.dah tak boleh pikir ayat.

p/s:emme.kitorang nak stay rumah kau forever boleh takk??

     nanti kitorang bayar sewaa :Pp hahahahaha        

memoriesremain:d

tahniah :pP

my insomnia problem datang balik.tengok,kan aku tak boleh tido.

time ni org bangun subuh doh.aku tak tido lagi.boring sial ohh..

yang laen dah syahid.yuyaa paling awal tido.tak boleh blah doh.

tadi dia yang ckp mlm masih muda.sekali dia yang tido awal.

then emme pun tido jugak,tinggal bee layan aku dgr lagu hardcore metal.

last2 dia pun tido jugak.tinggal la aku sorang on9 and baca ppl's blog.

boring doh.so blogging je lah.bik kat bawah tgh vacumm carpet an kemas rumah(gila awal dia bangun) now dah 6.15 in the morning,yet aku still tak tumbang.

punyaa lah tahan mata aku malam ni.tp jap lg aku tumbang confirm sampai ptg doh.

takpun the next day.alamak!btw,hari aku chow from rumah emme.thanks emme for everything.

best gilakkkk!!!sedih doh.rasa mcm tak nak balik je.bee stay sampai esok.jeles gilaa..

aku tgh lapar ni haa.tu yang aku merapu bagai.ni rumah orang.takkan lah aku nak geledah dapur doh.

terpaksa lah aku teguk air kosong je.hhaahahaha :P emme.bangunlahh..aku lapar T.T hari ni dah nak belah.

sedih doh tinggal kawan kawan.mcm shit aku tak nak balik :( lena naa diorang tido.

mmg tak pezen aku tak ada kat sebelah diorang.hahahahaha.aku lapar ni.

nak buat macam mana???mintaak tolong bik buat air panas lahh..

aku ada spare kue teow :D hahahaha.foodstock time kebulur cam ni.hahahaha.

okay lahh.nak turun bawah jap buat apa yg patut :D

i am not flying without you.

don't fly so high,

cause when you fall,

you'll badly hurt.

am i??

talking bout him just now.and everyone is like "eddy.dia lek kot.why kau treat dia mcm tu?" dah tu.aku nak treat dia mcm mana??this is how i treat ppl.why was he behaving like =.= and tak kisah pape pun org cakap.so,aku TERbuli dia and treat dia like budak perempuan.but,that is so COOL kan??he is cute and i'm macho.aku dah try nak tackle dia,ayat dia but no response =.=" its hard for me to say it,so when i said that,i really mean it,okay???aku tak tahu nak buat macam mana.takkan nak confess kott.memang tak ahh.mau dia trauma seminggu hysteria sebulan doh.kalau dia lari,mana aku nak kejar.so mcm aku kena keep it to myself.g korang nak,tapi aku,dah kalau dia tahu nanti mcm mana?mesti mcm taknak contact aku dah en??so apa aku kena buat.and btw,korang bukan bagi semangat.but HOPE.FALSE HOPE.takkan aku nak berharap lagi.dah penat berharap.and aku memang jenis suka buat lawak bodoh and jenis tak serious.suka main-main.but when it comes to heart matter,i am serious.takkan nak make it obvious yg aku ada feeling for dia?tengok,kan aku dah merepek..bla..bla...bla...

103;d

muhd aizuddin LOVEE :)

pssst, imissyou soooooo much laa sayang :'(

loves, yuyaaa

eddy!!

woi minah, kau cakap yang DIA tak reply text kau en harituuu. aku rasa kau ada masalah sama dengan cartoon ni,

 

hahaha, betul tak babe?? or maybe dia TIADA CREDIT, faham?? :DD

wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!

sayangggggggggggg, tengok ni!!

 

err, eddy! aku ngadu kat ooi tauu. heeeeeeeeeee, jangan marah :DD

ohmygodddddddddd!!

 

hahaha. balik kampung laaa kot. adoyai, malas hell!! but, its okay laa.dah nenek merindui yuya yang comel ni nak buat macammana. sabar jelaaaaaaa :DD

thank you bebehhhhhhhh!!

yeah, aku agak serabut lately. menyampah dengan life macam FUCK! semua orang tak paham laa. kenapa mesti nak buat aku macam budak kecik?? hey, come on laa. aku dah 18th laa babe.aku dah boleh drive malam laa weh kalau aku dah memang tak boleh tahan dengan pok pek pok pek korang, if tak pun aku boleh je lepak kat mana-mana samapai tak balik rumah -___________-" aku boleh clubbing and ambil drugs, means that aku di dah besar godang! paham tak????! so what the hell?? sucks laaa. benci betul hidup. sumpah macam sakai. please laa faham T.T

tapi, aku tak kan buat laa semua benda sial and bodoh tuu semua. aku ingat ramai lagi orang sayang aku. aku tau aku still ada friends and ada ooi :) but, sometimes aku tak boleh laa sorang-sorang. korang jauuuuuuuuuuh sangat :'(

tapi, sumpah takda korang semua, sure aku dah ROSAK hell hell. thanks guys. stay close and don't ever goooooo yaww!! becauuuuseeeeeeeee,

currently listening to this heavy metal band

suffering soul
esgaroth
endless dismal moan
marduk
pierce the veil
dead soul tribe
hypocrisy
beherit

angel cry

Well it's hard to explain but I'll try if you let me
Well its hard to sustain
I'll cry if you let me
This doesn't change the way I feel about you or your place in my life
(please don't cry)
Can't you see I'm dying here?
A shot of broken heart that is chased with fear

Angels cry when stars collide
And I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

Intentions that were pure have turned obscure
Seconds into hours
Minutes into years
Don't ask me why
(please don't cry)
I cant tell you lies

Angels cry when stars collide
And I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way.


My heart burns through
My chest to the floor
Tearing me silently although abruptly
Words cant hide as I'm taking you home
And I tried to see
Tried to understand your words as I'm taking you home

Angels cry when stars collide
And I can't eat and I can't breathe
I wouldn't want it any other way

by red jumpsuit apparatus(:

i send you an angel

i know something is not right last night ):

just so you that we send our hugs and kisses to you by the wind blowing. 

can you feel that?the best cure for loneliness is always be the hugs.and some chill words will relaxes you.

spill it to anyone you trust.i was there last night kan?

hope my words calmed you a bit.cant do much.someday we will meet kan??

dont worry,that is my promise.i'm looking forward to the chances to meet you.i got no time to write long.just this i could.see yah.till then.

always be missed;eddy

this is what we texted :DD

D: hai(:

S: yo.

D: hidup lagi kau.haha.ape cer doh?

S: hidup la. xde cer doh.

D: weh.result spm keluar 23rd ke 28th?

S: tak tau.tengok la berita nanti.tp ramai ckp 23rd.

D:ohh.so kau target 9A's?

S: smlm mimpi dpt 8 -.- 

D: 8?nice one.ape yg tak dapat?  

S: tak ingat.kau target berapa?

D: aku target lulus je.kau all out time spm?

S: tak.biasa je.

D: budak pandai. kau amek course ape for further study nanti?medic?

S: tidak.benci bio.mechatronics kot -.-

D: haha.takde la benci.

S: err err.ok la.kena tido awal.esok ada driving class.nyte.

D: copy that.nite(:

after almost one month plus tak contact,suddenly,yuyaa gives me courage to do this.hahaha.well,macam biasa aku yang kena start dulu -___-" tak paham kenapa.btw,thanks to yuyaa sebab dapatkan nuber dia for aku.kalau tak jgn harap dpt text.walau pun dia reply agak lambat -.-" but at least dia reply jugak kan?? :DD

and kitorang pun text laa.aku dah tergolek golek macam ape dah time dia reply tex aku..

only god knows.and yuyaa(: hahahaha.tak tau sampai mana langit aku terbang.haha.and as di jangka text memang tak lama.then dia kena tido awal.ada driving class esok ): its okay.he such a good boy:P hahaha.and yuyaa cakap takpe and suruh aku cakap morning kat dia esok and suruh buat elok elok.and i was like -.-'' takde keje aku nak bangun pagi2 ckp morning kat dia.haha.kalau nak ckp afternoon sempat la kott.so,sampai situ je la kitorang text.and semalam aku bagi text kat dia.yet dia tak reply.so aku pun takde la nak kacau dia lebi2.bak kata yuya,'d,kau jaga dia betul2.nanti kau regret' geli pulak aku dgr yaa cakap cmtu(: sorry yaa.heee:p okay la.if ada perkembangan nanti aku inform okay??till the,see yah.

truly;eddy :DD

i dont know the whole story.so sorry :(

dont look back if the past hurts you

dont look forward if the future fears you

but look beside, and i'll be there with you 

yaa.i dont know where to start.because i dont know the whole story.so,cant help much.sorry :(

i know there must be something.bila kita jumpa nannti story kat aku okayy??

kau selalu ada for aku.so,aku pun nak ada for kau.and nanti bila jumpa i"ll  give you something.okayy??

actually nothing much to say.but,aku nak kau tau, you can count on me(:

just give a call or text.sure i"ll be there for you.aku tau kau kuat.and you dont like to cry kan??

its okay if kau nak nangis.lepaskan all the tears.and then,you'll be okayy..till then,miss you.

miss you lot: eddy T_T