you made my day :)

dear yaa,

i couldnt stop smiling looking at the old pictures :D

look at me, i'm way fatter in school years

not saying that i'm not now but i yeah not much like old days 

seee, u make me smile again and yes die hard laughingg

but somehow it makes me missing you both more

yaa and lynn

both that stands up for me

okay, feels like wanna cry now

sorry for being bit emotionally these days

it just that i couldnt hold up any tears anymore

i think this is my final decision

i would give up living with him

i wanna be independant

i want to live myself

thanks for supporting me ;)

imisssyou,takecare.

thoughts;E

Yah I know I'm a bad person and i should die ):

Okay now Yuya rasa sangat2 lah tak berguna tak reti nak updates blog ni padahal blog ni lah yang buat yaa dengan Eddy dekaattt. Ed I'm so sorry Ed cause aku macam tak semangat dah nak buat blog ni :l Like hishhh! Apa kejadahnyelah Yaa. Okay I have to make some improvement here. Okay like cite hari ni nak?? hehehe. Pagi tadi bangun awaaaaaaaaal je. Macam nak biasakan diri nanti dekat Melaka kena bangun awal2 kan hhihi. Then pergi buat IC baru. Like hello my old IC macam gampanggggggg. Then claim nanti after 10days. Yeahuuuu. Penatlah jugak cause tadi beli baju kurung snce my baju kurung semua lame. Yah another 40days left je lagi nak pergi Melaka :DD Ed, seriously aku berusaha zahir&batin kot nak bagi alasan dekat ma nak visit kau dekat UMP (': I hope menjadi. InsyaAllah amin amin amin. Oh Eddy, I misses you like Ya Allah. Tuhan sahajalah yang tahu. So here the pictures that I promised you kan.

Like I'm seriouly wanna make it as my DP but look at me. Too fugly haihh. So just simpan dalam blog sahaja jela Hihihi.

love Ed, Y

 Everyone moves on. so have i.

okay bye.

good old times :')

heyyy, take a look at that. aint we're grown up?? hahaha yeah i miss school times. where we can act foolishly without being jugde. hmmmm looks like someone is missing college very much huh? :) look at those thick books and exercises files. man, that thing is so thick but to compare to computer books it much thicker. am i right?? whatever just ignore the sentence structure. i'm not writing here to impress the one who read, i just want to share something and if ever make mistakes, who bloody cares??? i'm getting emo lately. yeahhh one  of the best thing about college life is (i mean school) when u wake up in the morning u dont have to worry what clothes u gonna wear to class that day. it just that u have to wear bloody uniforms to school which means you wear same uniform with other people except prefects. so one of the sickest thing u have to worry in universities is that what you're gonna wear to class tomorrow. isnt it sucks to think all that?? during school nobody cares if u wearing same baju kurung to prep or dinner in fact if u wearing it for 2 days it is normal. haha :D but try to do in U, then some of u're "concern" friends will say smthng like this ' isnt this the baju u wear yesterday'? i never do that but my guy friends are. hahahahaha ;p there are too much worries i have in my head. too much i told yah. though too much in my mind but i still manage to write long. yeah havent i told u that i love to write when there's too much things running thru my mind? it just one way i try to get it out from bloody thing. excuse me if i'm crapping here so lets end this entry to this. take care ;)

enoughsaid;E

another moment to go

I dont know what else to do at this hour though while watching SAW 1 i was very sleepy (actually alasan tak nak tengok) yeah its a horror movie and i'm not in the mood of watching so like i pause the movie and turn online. lately i had the chance to borrow my friends lappy so i could update this lovely blog more. i suppose to sleep by now because i have a morning class tomorrow at 8 but as early as 10 p.m i sleep pun but still when wake up in the morning it just happen that i dont get enough sleep. did u get what i mean? actually the ugly truth is i hate waking up early in the morning exception for subuh prayer, i hate taking bath as early at 7.30 a.m. god did u know how cold the water that time?? freezing cold man i told yah! uuuuuu~ but yeah what doesnt kill you make you strongger. i still living till now, the cold water didnt kill me infact it just that i feel so lazy. i'm alone in the room right now and far to my surprise i found that facebook is now bored. i mean fucking bored!! where the hell i'm gonna see who's friend on the chat?? how am i gonna delete a friends group?? now i found blog is much much better, where i can write whatever i want despite being hypocrite or something. it just that i feel free to write on blog. almost everything i spill in this blog but more to yuyaa actually. hahahaha :D hmmmmm i'm wondering what is she doing right now, let me guess watching korean music videos?? i bet she is. i'm online-ing here using internet cable and the youtube accnt cannot be access because the admin already block it. haihhhhh bertuah punya admin -______- so i left in this empty silence room alone waiting for my roomate came back from her silat practice and also waiting for mira kechik get back and give her laptop.. heyyyyyy when can i get a lappy for myself??? ohhhhh he's fucking bloody liar I HATE YOU!!! take that! i mean it! i feel disgust to hv ur flesh blood running in my veins!! omfg! okay i think my mood ruined so lets take a deep breathe and end this entry to this. till then, take care.

;E

October 6th 2011

HAPPY O610

yeaahh. so well basically today is 6th october which is our batch birthday :)

i'm so excited in celebrating it here.though all my avenger s is out there not 

with me, but i'm still do a little count down over here. i dont have phone to wish all of you 

HAPPY 0610 so i'm taking this chance to wish you guys happy o six one o! 

i would like to apologise to everyone out there if i'm not contacting u thru phone because my phone 

broke down and i have no idea when can i get a new one soon.

thoughful;E

DOWN

BROKEN THINGS CANNOT BE FIX UP

hmmmm. i never get them. i dont know why on earth would they fight over and over again without dragging us in. hell-o i'm 18 not 8. i could think what is good for me. lemme think by myself laaa. this bloody thing aint over since last year. i'm tired with all this. what the fucking shit did he want? get over it laaa. accept the fact that its not their fate to be together. isnt it enough to ruin our life by not having a perfect family?? isnt that enough already? i might understand life like this but would my sisters? they're too young for this. and why cant you guys just living like any other divorced parent, doing okay to each other though u have no relationship at all.thank you.

enoughsaid;E

promise :)

 

tilldeathdousapart

BESTIE :)

foreverbestfriend,yuyaaaa ;)

holla  :)

meet my yuyaa here

nur hafizatul hidayu yusoff or i used to call her yaaaaa :)

we both know each other since form one but we started to get closed when we're in form two.

one of the reason because we're in the same class

and the major reason because we had alot of things in common

i know that everyone has a bestfriend but let me tell yah that she's the world greatest bestfriend that anyone could ask for and i'm grateful that i had her :)

though i never tell my family whats going on with me but i will tell her everything

i told her every single thing that happen in my life

though i know i would annoyed her but i know that she wont

she is the one that will listen to me without feeling bored 

the one that will calm me with her words

the one that will sing to me whenever she misses me

i dont know why on earth we're far in distance but i know somehow our bond getting stronger everyday

when the word turns me down she will be the one that help me stand back and walk with me

when everyone against me she always be beside me

thats why i never doubt loving her

words never enough to describe her, how i'm glad having her and so on

but just wanna let you know that she's my friend in this life and here after

she always with me through ups and downs

and there is no way i'm gonna let her having hard time all by herself without sharing the pain

she had done a lot for me thru all my disasterous years.

you know i love you :)

mythoughts; E

conversation with a friend here :')

me; you know what, there are two love in this world. One is love towards a person and the other one is love towards the relationship that you had. But as for me, my love is both. I love my bestfriend yuyaa and i love the relationship that we have :) and thats make me love her more. And i know when she couldnt trust anyone else in this world she can count on me and so do i. Eventhough we're far in distance but it doesnt really matter though we miss each other but yeah the strong bond that we had make us feel closer. We know we always have each other.  

*andsuddenlytearspooledmyeyescauseiknowi'vemissedyouutoooomuch.andi'mthankfulforthefriendshipsistershiprelationshipthatwehad.

sincerely; Edd.

kawan baik :)

dear friend,

imissyou

bigtime:E